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[ 2.12.09 ]
Tuesday, 1 December 2009
10.48am
im not ok im really not ok i am so damn FUCK
watchin all d piic N im crying lyk hell since i woke up goin to take science paper im thinkin alot of craps FUCK !!
mayb he falling in love wiif her bt dun infront of me pls
facebook picture ? blog ? FUCK can i stop thinkin of everytng ?
hoping tat eveytng i think really won b happen jz hoping nothing else
she's my fren if its true i really cant stand it anymore ANYMORE i will get away everytng i jz stay alone i WILL
cryin lyk hell
N
im sick lyk hell
doc say im thinkin too much i asked can i dun think it ? everytime say im thinkin too much d same tng bt is really hurt to see tat any1 lookin at me ? any1 care for me ? any1 stay for me ? any1 ? im goin to crazy wiif all diis kind of tng
nw ? im lyk d water in a jar everytng is comin to me FEAR !! FUCK !! SICK !!
science paper wat i've done jz sitting thr very blur in my mind nt science wats running in my mind jz 2 of dem
im nt tryin to replacing im jz walkin to my dead line
表面看起来 我虽然很坚强 但是现在的我 已经不懂什么叫坚强
no 1 will fall in love wiif my smile anymore they will jz fall in love wiif my very fake smile
alone is so damn tired
im so damn lonely now
i miss my parents so suddenly
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