i went to john's hze
and
i stayed thr for half n hour
n i leave













i leave d hze wif sadness
so sad
i dun wan to leave
but i hav to leave













i miss dem









so much













but
wat can i do ?












i started confuse
wat im thinkin
im so hurt
when i saw dem
but im jz smiling like normal
so normal
i hug her
too =X
am i a stupid ?
i think : ' y cant i jz show my feelings out ? '

: ' y am i acting like a stupid ? '













i think i must keep myself off
i nid to keep myself out of d circle
i nid to protect myself from getting so hurt













half n hour for me is nt enuf
but
some1 told me b4
得一秒就珍惜那一秒

so
我很珍惜刚才那半个钟













i done sumtng i reli cant believe myself
so unbelievable !!
















my man doenst talk to me at all
mayb
he wan me to talk to him 1st
jz mayb
if reli is true
i could say
y must we keep each other away
我们彼此迁就得太辛苦