i had a reli bad day
damn bad












the 1st tng
i got a call from her
she jz say
bitch ! move out !
and she close up d call

i was jz get stun
lucky i still recognise her voices





2nd tng
after d call
i was jz very blur of everytng
and i lost my w980i
and my oni data lost !








3rd tng
he is d oni 1 i think of
when i lost my phone
he was jz like nothing
he doenst noe
d data is how important to me

everytime i chat bout my sad tngs
at last
wat i've got ?
he keep nagging
.....

wat i want when i was sad just
i need you to console me

he dont understand









4th
he's colleague told me in fb
he was on a fire mood
and i was jz like
" huh ? my fault again? "








5th
i hate my job so much suddenly
1 of my colleague ask me 2 do all of d tngs 2mrw
since 2mrw is his off day
FUCKER !
do u noe how much is it ?
do u noe ?!?!

seriously
i work as a sales girl
i want sales oso

but
everytng is asking me to do those paper work
fuck u !
and den ?
espect me to get tat salary every month ?
i do for nothing ?

den
why dont i just walk back to HQ
and i say to my lady boss
" joanne , i wan to be admin here "

i step inside dis company
is bcoz of
i wan money

no sales = no commision
so i get tat little salary
just enuf for my life

and
how bout my future?












i cried inside d toilet
after i get scolded from my mr.hob

coz too many tngs i need to think
im so stress bout dis job

so damn stress












vincent console me for a few minutes
thx to him

but
when i get into d taxi
i sobbing inside d taxi

grrrrr
i cant even control my tears now












he told me b4
" whr is d pass daryl ? "
he say
b4 dis
i dont even complain bout all of dis
now i do

he dont even noe how heavy is my bag is now

after he told me dis kind of stuff
2day i was jz abit more to be insane

i dunnoe who to find
i dunnoe who to talk
i feel lost
so lost

wat i can do just
to keep everytng
inside my heart












i noe im not brave enuf
to live alone yet