dis days
i think alot


1st of all
i was thinkin
wat the f**k is goin on

is almost the whole 1utama branches
hates me
whaooo

even tat sum1 i dont reli understand
i dont reli talk to
i din even talk to her
she hates me too
* weeeheeee *
happy new year

sumtimes
i shuld think
' i hav to learn like him '
' he doenst care even care wat ppl talk bout him '
' he doenst care ppl hates him as well '

but y
i cant ?
coz i care










nw i shuld think
shuld i bac to dis company ?
SHOULD I ?
dis company makes alot of money
but
those
thing , ppls and works
r making me sick
so sick











sumtimes
i doenst noe wat they r thinkin
the thing u done it wrongly
and u deserve wat u got
wats wrong wif dis f**kin world ?











this is very stress for a 18 yrs old girl
tat doenst noe everytng
she oni noe wat she must do

and she get dis
she get a word from every1
" i hate her "

weeeheeeee
is kinda bored
when i hear those thing
from my beloved boyfriend

i cried
coz im a failure

in relation
in frenship
in family
in liability











should i change a way to do it
should i accept everything
and bac to d reality ?











and i
even doenst noe wat he's thinkin
he wants me back
is just bcoz im the 1 who can let him noe
everything inside thr ?
or he just want me to be there ?

i cant feel myself is useful inside thr











no 1 noe who i am
even d 1 most important in here
she doenst even rmb my name !











should i say bye to dis place ?












problem again with my boy
im just afraid he'll just go away without any reason
eventhought i noe sumtimes im too over
but i doenst want to be d honest 1

i just willing to ask him
' do u regret to be with me ? '
i never dare to do so