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♥ 3 November 2010
Tuesday, 2 November 2010

is 5.30am in d morning
please

make my tears stop !
dont make me think
dont make me suffer
please












im so afraid
wat happen once u leave me
i cant imagine it at all
once i think bout it
my tears dropping hardly again

im so wish to hug u right now













i never noe
i keep thinkin
y d tears drop

i got no idea
crying wif no reason ?

i think im gonna crazy














i dont wish to get into airplane
i dont wish to work inside thr

i have to try hard to do this all my own
to avoid dem for stopping me

i almost drop
i noe
when i drop
i can wake myself up
but
i hav to do sumthing
to make myself up

music life
gone
chef life
gone

future make me suffer
dis is life
finally
i noe
dis is a part of life













i dunnoe how long i can be wif u
i wish
as long as we could

i dream of sumthing
scary thing
u said to me
" we have to break up
we r not suitable "
woah
i found out
tears on my face when i wake up

once i found out
i love u very much
den i started to get afraid
i dun wish to sleep












i got no idea
y i chged to become like dis
i look like a crazy women right now
searching for her husband
crying like crazy

i got no idea
y my future broke into half
jz right infront of me
i tried to stick it bac
i noe
i cant
i tried my best

i got no idea
y my body get weaker n weaker
i can get flu in a day
i can get fever in a day
i can feel uncomfortable in anytime
i hate medicine
y must medicine have to stay inside my life ?

i got no idea
y i choose u
i will implicate u
I DONT WISH U
TO BE UNHAPPY !
i always want u to be happy
i tried hard too

i tried hard in everything
but y things doenst come good to me ?
y must it bad ?














the oni good thing is
i meet u



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