a very 1st time

i slept on 10pm

and i woke up on 4am

i have coco as my breakfast

and a cup of milk

i try to do sumtng healthy

cause i noe

im sick ='(

sick oni noe how to be healthy

omg

after my breakfast

i continue my movie

everyday per eposid

i cant watch for 2 days

2mrw and d day after

oni update on weekdays

1st of all

i wanted to sleep back

but

once i awake

my brain automacticly

think of wat he said last night

when dis word out from his mouth

urghhh

my heart beating so darn fast

jz like

i hav jogging for 2 hours nonstop

when he's talk d 1st word

my tears drop

str8 away

keep dropping keep dropping

non stop

until i close d phone

i look at my grandma

she look at me

she hits my head

she said

i smile

bac to my room

stare on my laptop

and i shout

but under my pillow

no 1 will hear me

sum1 ask me to work as part time

in dynacom

oni on staurday n sunday

i say no

eventhough my grandma say ok

rm60 per day

not worth it at all

rm60

i can finish it all 1 day

taxi , lunch + dinner

urgh

i better stay at home

have my maggie mee better