suprisely

i went to vincent's party

a weird party

i jz seat beside of carmen

coz she doenst noe all of dem

i wanted to sit beside him

but i cant

situation doenst make me to do so

when she came

i jz keep quiet

she sit beside carmen

n i say n do nothing to her

it make me feel embarresed

i wish to sit bside him

but

sumtimes

i feel tat

if ppls hate me so much

wat will they think

mayb they'll think

coz life always like dis

i wish to run away as fast as i could

coz i doenst want to stay thr longer

situation doenst allowed me to do so again

coz i have to follow carmen's car