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♥ what a day
Friday, 28 January 2011
i got a very weird day i dont know wat im thinking
at all
just thinking what job shuld i find ? i got no option haiihhhhhhhh
just thinking have to make my grandma feel better ?
just thinking how the hell i gonna buy a product and join qnet ?
just thinking how long shuld i take to support everything ? family expense my medical expenses
since so long i din make a check up awwwww i noe im getting weaker and weaker again
just thinking how the hell i gonna make him feel that i really love him ?
just thinking how the hell i gonna do all of this thing ?
just thinking how the hell i gonna make myself be respected i learn to respect but what the hell is goin on with me ?
just thinking eventhough i got a bunch of new frens but yet why am i still feel so lonely ? what the hell is goin with me ?
and i know being alone is the hardest part in my life the feeling of emptiness since from childhood what i need now a mother a father a sister a brother sumthing that not friend and boyfriend can provide eventhough i keep wandering and wandering but im still no one
just thinking when the hell that i can ply my ping pong
when the hell that i can learn my guitar back
when the hell that i can shout loud to the big blue sky to the big blue sea !
2ml got a party the day after 2ml got a party too
jackson ask me and i say im attending both oh gosh !
gg.com
and yet why suddenly so many ppl so interested in what i joining ? lik ask me what im joining den alvin ask me dis and tat
aihz im still bother bout it lah wei
everytng is about money wat the .............
bill is coming CNY is coming Melacca is coming
and yet my salary haven come yet ;(
2ml gonna stay at home for the whole damn day not goin to step out from my house im not gonna spend a cent !!
gg.com.my !
plyed dota wif hanway , yong ga and rain god im so sorry i scolded u guys my fault sorry
thankqiu hanway that keep chilling me find those videos to make me laugh thankqiu
what a day and what a night for me
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